$ick N $our

I feel sick and sour
Like a cactus is stuck in my throat.
I can drink nothing, but hot
Is this fever or not ?

The Doc gave me some bitter pills,
Along with it came a wretched bill.
All my senses are numb , I feel so ill.
And all food tastes like litter, still …

I should not speak, nor should I strain
But to do nothing is a much bigger pain.
I should not take food with oil , just plain
Ain’t my Doc really insane?

[28-Sept-2011]
..............-Aby Jacob-..............
[felling silly but sick n vexed]

‘In Deep S#!T’

I work in IT industry
and, it was never my dream to be a part of it.

I have my own story
on, why I fell deep into this demon’s pit!

I was a silly college boy,
who wanted to live life to it’s very last bit.

But then came this story
On, how the IT bubble became a big hit.

I toiled away every day
Hopping one day, I will be a part of the glitz.

Then destiny had it’s way
And, I fell victim of the bubble’s wit.

I said ; Come what may!
it will be sweet when it becomes a habit.

But nothing did sway,
Now I realize that I am in deep $h!t !!!

[13 July 2011]

..............-Aby Jacob-..............

The Show Stopper !

I’m awake at middle of the night
Not knowing what has caused this plight
Against the demons I’m putting my fight
For help I’m calling, but I see none with in my sight

This curse of such plague is steep
I pray none should face such strife
Into deep slumber I wish to leap
But, through the lane of panic I drive.

I thought Insomnia was the crook
And all my peace, he was trying to loot
A pill was prescribed in all the books
But neither did it , take me off the hooks

Into a melancholic state I sink
The darkness engulfs with all might
And all my conscience does prick!
I sure does feel something ain’t right


..............-Aby Jacob-..............
[Its 3.30 am … I’m losing my sleep … and I don’t know y ! :(]
image copy right - Jason Taylor.

Dear Beer,

Oh Beer Beer, why are you not here?
You’ve been there for all this years
Like a good friend with a patient ear.

I know what you’ve done to my liver
But if that is what it takes to clear
my passion, why would I care ?

God loves us men, for sure
That’s why he sent you to my lair.
Now pour down form that pitcher,

Baby! I’m waiting here….



..............-Aby Jacob-..............

[Im not high ! but i thought it
would be kinda funny ... ]

Brutus! Think before you stab

I am writing this with pain
Hoping my tears will drain
I was betrayed by my mate
And In my soul it has left a stain.


I have never felt such an ache
My heart was plunged with a stake.
Bleeding profuse, all night and day.
It has felt more than I can take.


You Brutus! your smile is a charade.
If you think it is your wily tall tale,
That has played out on stage!
Think again friend, my God is awake.


............-Aby Jacob-...............

Freedom

I’m chained to this wagon
It moves like a dragon
I name it destiny
It is worse than insanity

The stream of fate,
Flows & don’t retreat.
Dreams I have, to complete
Before I fade to history

I lived my self in mistakes
My fall had no estimate
It is time for me to erase my past
I need to rise again from the ash

Freedom is one that I seek
Its` time to break these chains
No matter what it takes,
I’m gonna break myself free !

.......-Aby Jacob-...........

The Fighter Pilot!

With my head held high, I walked up to her
I knew it was time, to fly into hell.
In my cockpit , To my God I pray and beg
‘Fight for me Lord, Let not my enemies dwell’!


Now Pushing the Throttle and thrilling all eyes
With a battle cry, I soar into the skies
Like an eagle I fly above the clouds and rise
Watchful against all demons and their vice.


Then I hear out loud, the battle drum’s call
On my tail stalks a demon, he pries and crawl.
In the skies we fought, like the canines who brawl.
Until I nailed him to the ‘heavenly wall’, Once and for all!

.......................-Aby Jacob-..........................

[Life is a ride , life is a fight
never fall out , but hang on tight ]