~Elegy~

Looking from the heavens above
I see my body in my last abode
Shattered through the grisly road
And a burning head mocked by the Crowd

The pain was all gone in the last blow
When the enemy stormed in with a growl
I could hear nothing but a wolf’s howl,
As I slowly bled out into the afterglow.

Beyond those doors of pain I saw;
A lady holding a brilliant lamp.
She walked me through the regal gates;
To the chamber, where rests the lamb.

“Holy Holy Holy” , they cried;
The Arc Angels and their flight.
The heaven opened up with all might
As men watched the divine Light!


...........-Aby Jacob-............

[20-11-2011] [20 Nov 11]

~ A Cold Blood Winter ~

The hazy clouds are setting in
And the sun is losing its sheen
The cold Russian winter is blowing in
The trees are setting for the new scene

The clear bright skies of yesterday
Now embraces a gloom that is to stay!
The Cold Rain drops of yesterday
Turns into snowflake with in the haze.

With the change in seasonal rhymes
Nature is changing its heart beats
It whispers a cold breeze into my heart
That, this winter holds a bitter stint

Cus’ Far colder is the blood of men
And their words sharper than steel
For such reasons, with winter I would love to be;
Than fake a smile and look happy.


..............-Aby Jacob-..............

[18 Oct 2011]

‘In Deep S#!T’

I work in IT industry
and, it was never my dream to be a part of it.

I have my own story
on, why I fell deep into this demon’s pit!

I was a silly college boy,
who wanted to live life to it’s very last bit.

But then came this story
On, how the IT bubble became a big hit.

I toiled away every day
Hopping one day, I will be a part of the glitz.

Then destiny had it’s way
And, I fell victim of the bubble’s wit.

I said ; Come what may!
it will be sweet when it becomes a habit.

But nothing did sway,
Now I realize that I am in deep $h!t !!!

[13 July 2011]

..............-Aby Jacob-..............

The Show Stopper !

I’m awake at middle of the night
Not knowing what has caused this plight
Against the demons I’m putting my fight
For help I’m calling, but I see none with in my sight

This curse of such plague is steep
I pray none should face such strife
Into deep slumber I wish to leap
But, through the lane of panic I drive.

I thought Insomnia was the crook
And all my peace, he was trying to loot
A pill was prescribed in all the books
But neither did it , take me off the hooks

Into a melancholic state I sink
The darkness engulfs with all might
And all my conscience does prick!
I sure does feel something ain’t right


..............-Aby Jacob-..............
[Its 3.30 am … I’m losing my sleep … and I don’t know y ! :(]
image copy right - Jason Taylor.

Dear Beer,

Oh Beer Beer, why are you not here?
You’ve been there for all this years
Like a good friend with a patient ear.

I know what you’ve done to my liver
But if that is what it takes to clear
my passion, why would I care ?

God loves us men, for sure
That’s why he sent you to my lair.
Now pour down form that pitcher,

Baby! I’m waiting here….



..............-Aby Jacob-..............

[Im not high ! but i thought it
would be kinda funny ... ]

Brutus! Think before you stab

I am writing this with pain
Hoping my tears will drain
I was betrayed by my mate
And In my soul it has left a stain.


I have never felt such an ache
My heart was plunged with a stake.
Bleeding profuse, all night and day.
It has felt more than I can take.


You Brutus! your smile is a charade.
If you think it is your wily tall tale,
That has played out on stage!
Think again friend, my God is awake.


............-Aby Jacob-...............

Freedom

I’m chained to this wagon
It moves like a dragon
I name it destiny
It is worse than insanity

The stream of fate,
Flows & don’t retreat.
Dreams I have, to complete
Before I fade to history

I lived my self in mistakes
My fall had no estimate
It is time for me to erase my past
I need to rise again from the ash

Freedom is one that I seek
Its` time to break these chains
No matter what it takes,
I’m gonna break myself free !

.......-Aby Jacob-...........

The Fighter Pilot!

With my head held high, I walked up to her
I knew it was time, to fly into hell.
In my cockpit , To my God I pray and beg
‘Fight for me Lord, Let not my enemies dwell’!


Now Pushing the Throttle and thrilling all eyes
With a battle cry, I soar into the skies
Like an eagle I fly above the clouds and rise
Watchful against all demons and their vice.


Then I hear out loud, the battle drum’s call
On my tail stalks a demon, he pries and crawl.
In the skies we fought, like the canines who brawl.
Until I nailed him to the ‘heavenly wall’, Once and for all!

.......................-Aby Jacob-..........................

[Life is a ride , life is a fight
never fall out , but hang on tight ]

Ru$$iaN Rhap$ody

Oh Russia, Russia!
The biggest pie of Eurasia.

Massive like the Arctica
Pouring down from Siberia

Stretching up to Persia.
You are the snow clad crown of Asia

Then when u melted like vanilla
You ended the soviet saga.

The cry of your melancholic raga
Threw down the Gods of Duma.

Lets say good bye to western Cola
And party tonight with some vodka

Now dance to a Russian polka
And rise up like a supernova.

.........-Aby Jacob-..............

[ Happened to explore the gr8 land
of Rusia recently. Dedicate these
few lines to Russian Friends ]

~The Hope~

One fine cold night in Bethlehem
When the angels sang the heavenly hymn
The world was waiting for its king
To love worship and adore him


From far and east came the kings,
Watching the star , and Following .
To see the child, the new being,
the hope of all foretelling


Then at last under a humble den,
they watched the King of all Men.
On the bosom of his mother, Virgin;
while he cuddled like an earthling.

.........-Aby Jacob-..............

[Glória in excélsis Deo
et in terra pax homínibus bonae voluntátis.
Written on Christmas 2010.]

~Read the Signs~

Read.. read.. read.. the signs. The signs of time,
The age of pain & fright.
The times of crime, a world that has lost its rhyme
fallen from its blessed fame.
Humans ! The cancer of this age, we are the curse of this race.
We‘ve left this world with no grace!


Cries of terror are rocking the stage. No place no space,
left untouched by human hate.
Quakes and flood are sweeping out the nations. Nowhere to hide,
Be it any civilization!
Let’s wait till the end said the clever, but I cry out; ‘we better repent’
Now the apocalypse is closer than ever

.................................-Aby Jacob-....................................
[To all Victims of Terrorism,Afgan,Iraq,Libya,Egypt,Haiti,Japan...]

~ A Cho!ce ~

My day begins with an open window,
But this one can speak only one lingo.
Those ‘Tick tack ticks ‘, from my open laptop
That’s what, my windows can resolve!


Now sipping my coffee I lean back to see
Who else in the cabin is pissed off like me!
Then I think; what it would have been,
had I taken the path I used to dream?


‘Tring tring tring ’ , my phone then rings
Waking me up… like a wicked jinx.
I picked it up, to know the killer of my dream.
A voice then said... “It was your God Damn Choice!”


..................-Aby Jacob-.....................

[Emotion : Pi$$ed Off !]

~ Walking Away ! ~

I walked away from you
I’m not sorry, for doing so.
Floated away from you
Coz, your aims were never true.

Who would’ve put me back?
If I had to lose it all?
Who would’ve fetched me back?
Had I leaped to fall?

Yes, forever I’m to be hated,
But, it is better than be wasted!
Had I pondered into your quarters
I would’ve lost all that was rooted.

Sinking the ship saves it's men at times
So, no regrets; I’m not your partner in crime!
And as the saying goes, the show must go on’
I ain’t looking back, just walking alone.

............-Aby Jacob-..............

Laments of a wounded soul

The clouds are roaring, thundering and raining
With no mercy, in my heart they are pouring
All the strength that I have is eroding
What have I done to face this suffering?

Stronger it is, when it’s your heart that is bleeding
Emotions are the worst kind of toxins
Wounds of soul, they never stop oozing
For such state, what is the medicine?

When you cry, the crowd might go mocking
‘Be a man! This ain’t kidding ’.
Nobody cares, not a single earthling
Tears of a victim, for them its amusing.

Oh! What it is to be in such a setting
Father! Look at me, to you I am praying
For If there is a man who can be sympathetic
It’s Jesus, the one and only Pristine.

............-Aby Jacob-..............

INNOCENCE

Soft but it stays strong,
True and it’s never wronged
Against evil it never daunts
Innocence it is called

Lively, yet so Chaste,
In faith it never fails
In a smile it never hides
Survives, all tides of age

Like honey it always tastes
Lives in all that God creates
Compassion, it shows to human state
Stands by men, to heal his fate

Against hell it never shakes
Radiates, love to entire space
Evil, crushed by its regal state
Innocence will always prevail.

.........-Aby Jacob-...........

Living in Gethsemane ~ Luke 22:42

Burning my flesh & piercing like darts
The pain it grows, like the creepers crawl
Freezing my brain & ceasing my heart
Drowning in tears, my soul cries out

Chained to darkness & panting in fear
A sinking ship, in the ocean of tears
Sweating my blood & tortured to death
My soul prays out, to exempt from trials

A voice I hear, but it’s echo of mine;
Mercy it yearns & for freedom it prays
Waiting still, for the pain to drain
And crying out loud, to end its reign

............-Aby Jacob-..............

DictateE !

Every time I weave my dreams,
Fate keeps me watch with unfair deem
Then it puffs out a willful blow
Razing my castle down to blue
But I can’t be at peace with my state
For My life, I love myself to dictate!

The Portal

I’m waiting at the corridor of life
Where the dead becomes alive
This moment is what you wait 4 a life time
& search of truth ends right here.

No more chances do I have to prove it
It has all been done for good
We are all born 2 be alive
This is all the design of divine

2 forgive is what I ask of U
I’m sorry for what I’ve done 2 U
Its time 4 me 2 say good bye
& beyond the skies I need to fly

........-Aby Jacob-............

The CUPIDS !

Arrows of Love they stab so deep
& with cute stubby wings they take flight
Not leaving us bleed to death but to love
Now tell me Y should I trust the cupids?

This pain is deep & torment so real
But for these cupids they play the fiddle
To make this emotion so blissful n sweet
Tell me Y should I trust the cupids?

I’m cut so deep. I can’t take no more
Still Y can’t I say “NO” 2 cupids anymore
To heart of wax they melt this rock
Give me reasons to trust the cupids!

The flutter of wings, deaf my ears
Ambush of arrows has left me blinded
The pain at heart has clouded my senses
For what reason should I trust the cupids?

Above the cliff of destiny I stand
Winds so heavy, they whisper deep into heart
A gentle push with those tender hands
Make me take the free fall 2 EARTH

Now tell me Y should I trust these cupids?

An Ode 2 Life

The Flame of life, it set ablaze in me
Leaves no ash but wipes the evil in me
Like a shade in the sun, a torch in the dark
It lifts my life ever to eternity

The mystery of truth remained for ages
An unsolved quest that puzzled all sages
In the chase with in this psychic maze
Don’t let the crazy pace, raze the soul’s space

Life spawns emotion that can engulf all oceans
These are moulds that contain soul’s magic potion
From heart they sprout and seize the brains
Deal with care else flood the gates of rage

“Ignorance is bliss”, so preached the cults
They probe in dark for a needle from stack
The pursuit of truth is the pilgrim of life
As time moves by, the mystery unwinds

Key to the life is engraved in soul
Treasure is revealed when this key is carved
This cryptic note disclosed the truth
It just read “I am the TRUTH”.

........-Aby Jacob-............