My Sweet Tenderness

Oh dear!  dear ! my sweet tenderness

Fall into my arms like a bunch of lavender

Ur love has made me go breathless

U conquered my heart like a crusader

I feel u close to my chest even while apart

My heart skips a beat and dance with the starts

Then when I drifted like a dream afloat in the creator’s art

I pray and believe that we are ever to last 

.........................-Aby Jacob-...........................

My Mother of God !

Oh my Dear, Sweet Mother of God

I pray to your immaculate heart struck by the sword

With all the passion and pain, you went through with my Lord

I pray to you to preserve forever my soul.

I remember those words my momma told

‘Hold her tight and never let her go,

She is your mother and mother of whole world

And she will guide you to the path of our Lord.’

I pray to you Mary, as my rosary beads roll

Protect me from all demons and vices, so foul

Let me not wander, but lead me to HIS abode

For you are the lady in the heavens, who was foretold.


.........................-Aby Jacob-...........................

~Take HIS hand~

Oh my long lost state of mind.

Here I am, I give up the fight

Now take me back from being blind

Lead me, to the ONE that is bright.

The dents shall not be a part of life.

The ashes of past has been left behind.

‘Truth’ is the one for whom I strive.

 HE is the one who awakens the mankind

It is never too late to take HIS hand

Walk aside and see how this life unwinds.

Then sit beside his glorious feet,

Rest in HIM, even if the heart stops its beat.

...................-Aby Jacob-.....................

~ A Prayer ~

You are the light, the true divinity

The guide of my entire destiny

Under you, stands all the army

But Father, pour forth your mercy

By your name, all vices die

In your name, all chains shall untie

In your name, all martyrs die

Making the flag of victory fly

There is none that holds with you, equality

No gold, no money, not a single deity

Empty are my words, to praise your magnanimity

I shall serve you for all eternity 

..............-Aby Jacob-..............

[Painting by - Cima da Conegliano]

~Rat Race~

We are all engaged in this rat race,

Trying to make the best run.

But do we ever look at each other’s face,

And be willing to enjoy and have some fun.

For some , it is crucial to end with pace,

Even if it is to take in hand , a gun.

Few of us would live long to see a day,

But the rest shall sure fade away.

It is an irony that we try running faster, this race

While not knowing what it is past that lace.

What is the point in running so fast?

When you know we all shall perish one day.

....................-Aby Jacob-.......................

[22 Sept 2012]

The Hope!

Neither can i live with you, nor without

And when I’m all alone it’s you that I think about

Every moment I was with you, it did feel right

Now When I close my eyes, it is you that stand bright

When I turn around and look back on the sand

I miss those tracks you used to leave on the land

Now Over the ledge of my heart is where I stand,

I wish you were close that I could hold your hand.

All that lives in me now are those moments of life

Those Flashes of reminiscence, that keeps me alive

These memories with salt and ice, I shake,

Mix it with a glass of vodka, and then take.

Sipping down from the chalice of pain

As I slowly walk down the unknown lane

With the hope and prayer that one day

I shall hold your hand once again, at the heavenly bay

....................-Aby Jacob-....................... 

[Aug 2012]

~Not to be lost~

I am not to be lost
But to be saved,
For Christ is my Lord
And His Truth shall reign.

‘You are Mine’ He says,
He shall guard us always.
We have seen his wonderful ways
How he saved a mighty race.

With his blood he erased,
all his children’s disgrace.
Forever shall his name be praised,
For his kingdom shall prevail.


 ........-Aby Jacob-..........

18 April 18, 2012

~Elegy~

Looking from the heavens above
I see my body in my last abode
Shattered through the grisly road
And a burning head mocked by the Crowd

The pain was all gone in the last blow
When the enemy stormed in with a growl
I could hear nothing but a wolf’s howl,
As I slowly bled out into the afterglow.

Beyond those doors of pain I saw;
A lady holding a brilliant lamp.
She walked me through the regal gates;
To the chamber, where rests the lamb.

“Holy Holy Holy” , they cried;
The Arc Angels and their flight.
The heaven opened up with all might
As men watched the divine Light!


...........-Aby Jacob-............

[20-11-2011] [20 Nov 11]

~ A Cold Blood Winter ~

The hazy clouds are setting in
And the sun is losing its sheen
The cold Russian winter is blowing in
The trees are setting for the new scene

The clear bright skies of yesterday
Now embraces a gloom that is to stay!
The Cold Rain drops of yesterday
Turns into snowflake with in the haze.

With the change in seasonal rhymes
Nature is changing its heart beats
It whispers a cold breeze into my heart
That, this winter holds a bitter stint

Cus’ Far colder is the blood of men
And their words sharper than steel
For such reasons, with winter I would love to be;
Than fake a smile and look happy.


..............-Aby Jacob-..............

[18 Oct 2011]

$ick N $our

I feel sick and sour
Like a cactus is stuck in my throat.
I can drink nothing, but hot
Is this fever or not ?

The Doc gave me some bitter pills,
Along with it came a wretched bill.
All my senses are numb , I feel so ill.
And all food tastes like litter, still …

I should not speak, nor should I strain
But to do nothing is a much bigger pain.
I should not take food with oil , just plain
Ain’t my Doc really insane?

[28-Sept-2011]
..............-Aby Jacob-..............
[felling silly but sick n vexed]

‘In Deep S#!T’

I work in IT industry
and, it was never my dream to be a part of it.

I have my own story
on, why I fell deep into this demon’s pit!

I was a silly college boy,
who wanted to live life to it’s very last bit.

But then came this story
On, how the IT bubble became a big hit.

I toiled away every day
Hopping one day, I will be a part of the glitz.

Then destiny had it’s way
And, I fell victim of the bubble’s wit.

I said ; Come what may!
it will be sweet when it becomes a habit.

But nothing did sway,
Now I realize that I am in deep $h!t !!!

[13 July 2011]

..............-Aby Jacob-..............

The Show Stopper !

I’m awake at middle of the night
Not knowing what has caused this plight
Against the demons I’m putting my fight
For help I’m calling, but I see none with in my sight

This curse of such plague is steep
I pray none should face such strife
Into deep slumber I wish to leap
But, through the lane of panic I drive.

I thought Insomnia was the crook
And all my peace, he was trying to loot
A pill was prescribed in all the books
But neither did it , take me off the hooks

Into a melancholic state I sink
The darkness engulfs with all might
And all my conscience does prick!
I sure does feel something ain’t right


..............-Aby Jacob-..............
[Its 3.30 am … I’m losing my sleep … and I don’t know y ! :(]
image copy right - Jason Taylor.

Dear Beer,

Oh Beer Beer, why are you not here?
You’ve been there for all this years
Like a good friend with a patient ear.

I know what you’ve done to my liver
But if that is what it takes to clear
my passion, why would I care ?

God loves us men, for sure
That’s why he sent you to my lair.
Now pour down form that pitcher,

Baby! I’m waiting here….



..............-Aby Jacob-..............

[Im not high ! but i thought it
would be kinda funny ... ]

Brutus! Think before you stab

I am writing this with pain
Hoping my tears will drain
I was betrayed by my mate
And In my soul it has left a stain.


I have never felt such an ache
My heart was plunged with a stake.
Bleeding profuse, all night and day.
It has felt more than I can take.


You Brutus! your smile is a charade.
If you think it is your wily tall tale,
That has played out on stage!
Think again friend, my God is awake.


............-Aby Jacob-...............

Freedom

I’m chained to this wagon
It moves like a dragon
I name it destiny
It is worse than insanity

The stream of fate,
Flows & don’t retreat.
Dreams I have, to complete
Before I fade to history

I lived my self in mistakes
My fall had no estimate
It is time for me to erase my past
I need to rise again from the ash

Freedom is one that I seek
Its` time to break these chains
No matter what it takes,
I’m gonna break myself free !

.......-Aby Jacob-...........

The Fighter Pilot!

With my head held high, I walked up to her
I knew it was time, to fly into hell.
In my cockpit , To my God I pray and beg
‘Fight for me Lord, Let not my enemies dwell’!


Now Pushing the Throttle and thrilling all eyes
With a battle cry, I soar into the skies
Like an eagle I fly above the clouds and rise
Watchful against all demons and their vice.


Then I hear out loud, the battle drum’s call
On my tail stalks a demon, he pries and crawl.
In the skies we fought, like the canines who brawl.
Until I nailed him to the ‘heavenly wall’, Once and for all!

.......................-Aby Jacob-..........................

[Life is a ride , life is a fight
never fall out , but hang on tight ]

Ru$$iaN Rhap$ody

Oh Russia, Russia!
The biggest pie of Eurasia.

Massive like the Arctica
Pouring down from Siberia

Stretching up to Persia.
You are the snow clad crown of Asia

Then when u melted like vanilla
You ended the soviet saga.

The cry of your melancholic raga
Threw down the Gods of Duma.

Lets say good bye to western Cola
And party tonight with some vodka

Now dance to a Russian polka
And rise up like a supernova.

.........-Aby Jacob-..............

[ Happened to explore the gr8 land
of Rusia recently. Dedicate these
few lines to Russian Friends ]

~The Hope~

One fine cold night in Bethlehem
When the angels sang the heavenly hymn
The world was waiting for its king
To love worship and adore him


From far and east came the kings,
Watching the star , and Following .
To see the child, the new being,
the hope of all foretelling


Then at last under a humble den,
they watched the King of all Men.
On the bosom of his mother, Virgin;
while he cuddled like an earthling.

.........-Aby Jacob-..............

[Glória in excélsis Deo
et in terra pax homínibus bonae voluntátis.
Written on Christmas 2010.]

~Read the Signs~

Read.. read.. read.. the signs. The signs of time,
The age of pain & fright.
The times of crime, a world that has lost its rhyme
fallen from its blessed fame.
Humans ! The cancer of this age, we are the curse of this race.
We‘ve left this world with no grace!


Cries of terror are rocking the stage. No place no space,
left untouched by human hate.
Quakes and flood are sweeping out the nations. Nowhere to hide,
Be it any civilization!
Let’s wait till the end said the clever, but I cry out; ‘we better repent’
Now the apocalypse is closer than ever

.................................-Aby Jacob-....................................
[To all Victims of Terrorism,Afgan,Iraq,Libya,Egypt,Haiti,Japan...]

~ A Cho!ce ~

My day begins with an open window,
But this one can speak only one lingo.
Those ‘Tick tack ticks ‘, from my open laptop
That’s what, my windows can resolve!


Now sipping my coffee I lean back to see
Who else in the cabin is pissed off like me!
Then I think; what it would have been,
had I taken the path I used to dream?


‘Tring tring tring ’ , my phone then rings
Waking me up… like a wicked jinx.
I picked it up, to know the killer of my dream.
A voice then said... “It was your God Damn Choice!”


..................-Aby Jacob-.....................

[Emotion : Pi$$ed Off !]